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MelissaNevels
ThesummerItureeherandI,livinginCorpusChristi,Texas.WerehislittleapartmentonNorthBeae1981.JustafewdaysafterwemovedihisgirlnamedGinawholivedwithsomepeopleinahousebehindus.Isay“people,”
becausetheywereiuffIhadverylittleknowledgeof,inmyiheyoallyhadaJamaiguestwhowouldein,stayafewdays,thenleave.IrealizedsomeyearslaterthesigheJamaivisitor.Ididn’tknowmuchaboutthesepeopleGih,anddidokoowell.Therewerealwaysalotofadultsthathungaround,buttheyusuallywereipartofthehousewherethemusidleftustoourow.
Gihesepeoplebecause,Iguessyoucouldsay,shewashomeless,inasense,shewasaboutayearandahalfyouhay,beautifulsmile,prettyblgreethirteen,sheknewfarmoreaboutthestreetsthansheshouldhave.Shedidn’tkherwas,aherwasadrunk.Shehadaerwhowasmarriedtoamaninthenavy,andlivedi.NobodywantedGime.Ilovedherlikeasister.
Inthebegiledateachotherontheschoolbus.Ginawasatoughkid,andIguessasadefensemeism,shealutonthattough-kidarmorwhennecessary.Afteraweekorsoofschool,westartedtalking.Andsiheonlykidintheareamyage,wereallykiogether.Myfolksweredivordbarelyspokeuo.I’djustmoved600milesfromtheonlyhomeI’deverknowninMississippiandIwashomesidshehadnorealhome.Oncewerealizedwebothhadwoundstolick,itclidarable.Shewasagradebehme,sowehadher.Butassoonaswe’dboardtheschoolbusiilitwastimeforbed,weweretogether.
Welivedowasafive-minutewalkfromwherewelived,justamattertheroad.Ifitwaswarm,I’dgetoffthebusandhurriedlydomychoresthathadtobefinishedbeforemymomgothomefromwork.Thenquicklygetintomybathingsuit.We’dmeetupwithourtowelsandsmokesahesand.I’djuststartedsmokiGina.Shesmoked,nly,andithher,Ididn’tthinkaboutwhatmymomwoulddoifshefoundout.Inaway,IguessIwaeherfreespirit.ItwaserthatIrealizedtheintensesadhavefelt.
Aboutmidwayintotheschina’ssisteraskedhertoeahemi.Ioodwhyitttoask.SheknewGina’sdwhereshewasliving.Gina’smomstayeddruime,andIthinktheyhadabigfailingout,ahome.That’swheolivebehindme.Hermomdidn’twaleastthat’s
SoGime.Iwasheartbroken.Butatthesametime,Iythatshewasgoihhersister.Ithoughtthatifshewaswithfamily,she’dbeOK.Wewroteeachotherlettersatleasttwiceaweek,butfourmonthslatershecameback.Igotseveralstinaastowhyitdidn’twork-out.Ihavemyowntheories.
&on,theschoolyearwasingtoay15thbirthdaywasjustaroundtheymoma.Ginastayedbehiherpersonsomewhereincorpus,butwewroteletters,aouch.Taftwasonly18milesaway.Afterwewerethereabout6months,Ginawasagainlacetolive,andthenunswerelookingforsomebodytotakehersoshewouldn’tbeplaafosterhome.ThestotisGinastartedhavingathingwiththelady’s(thatshelivedwith)19-year-oldson.Ginawasjustfourteeime,andsheaskedGiually,shesawthisguyoffandonforawhile.Ginawasloose.Sheeratelylookingforsomebodytoloveherintheonlywaysheknewhow.Anditcosther.
Sowebecameherfosterfamily,ofsorts.Iwasworried.MymomandIwerelivingsoskimpilyasitwas.Webarelyhadmoopaythebills,andaeswehadourelectriedofffor.Iwasworriedabouthavingaofeed.ButIlovedher,andmymomfeltsorryforher.Shecouldseealittleinatoo.Wehadsomu!Webothsooes,aogethereveryweekend.Weeveotce,utiionforawholeday,andwemissedhavingourschoolpicturestakenthatday.Intheschoolyearbook,forthatyear,wheremypictureshouldbe,there’salittlecharawithabarrelaroundhismiddleandasignonitthatsays:“photonotavailable.”
Actually,IbelieveitwasoorsthatstartedthebeginnioGina’sstaywithus.Ithinkmymomwasafraidshe’d“ruboffonme”
.I’mamomnowandIbetteruand.
Ginawaswild,andyou’tcageawildanimalf.Shewaswithusabouteightmowaswinteragaiight,andfoodwassalikedthewildlife.Mymomdidn’tallowthetypeoflife,fegirl,thatshewasusedto.SoGinaeoneelsesheknew,andmadearraoleaveus.
&hewasthelasttimeIeversawher.We’dsharedaroomforsomanymonths,andittyaftersheleft.Imissedherterribly.Irememberherputtiuffintothebackofawhitecar.I’llwatghershuttheliddown,andturhasmileandsayihisisit,Iguess.”
Ireplied“Yeah...youtakecareofyourself.Don’tdrinkaoomuch.”
Welaughedandhugged.Shesaid,“Speakforyourself!”
Thenwecried.She’dbeefrieerpartoftwoyearsahingihatIwouldneverseeheragain.
Ididmaime.Justoheplattofromours.Thenabouttwoyearslater,Igotaletterfromher,andshewasinMissouri.She’dhadababy,byamarriedman.“Buthelovesme,”
shewrote.Ifeltverysad,andwonderedifshe’deverreallyfindwhatshesodesperatelywanted.Orwhatshethoughtshewanotnecessarilywhatsheneeded.
Ineverheardfraihesedletter.IwrotebaevergotarespohisdayIdon’tknoeoher,ifshe’salive,orwheresheis.Wheookpartofmewithher.Webecameliketwins,andwhenshewasgolikeI’dlostsomethingihi-like.Shewassofulloflife,anddidn’tdwelloiooutwardly.Andwewereclose,wesharedeverything.
Istillthieheseyears.Twoyounggirlsreaanhoodohs.Yeteachpathfamiliartotheother.Shestillhastheabilitytomakemesmile,aeallthatIhaveandallthatIa
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